It's June. It's Summer. Life is good.
In between job shifts, cross county trips, wedding tastings, wedding planning, birthdays, holiday weekends, up days, very down days, good days, bad days I've take just a handful of photos.
Work has actually been pretty brutal and has been occupying the majority of the brain space I have, which is very unfortunate, but thats just how things are right now. And when I haven't been worried about that, Brian and I have been talking about the wedding and if we aren't talking about the wedding we are talking about our apartment move (yes, we are moving again...). So the vacancy sign in my head hasn't been turned on for creativity to inhabit for quite a while. And I've been ok with that. Something I've learned is to not force it. If I'm not inspired... its ok. If I'm just not in the mood - its fine!
Over the last few weeks I've been getting my creative itch back, which is nice. I just really need to make for time for it, for me. It's definitely difficult to find that, but I'm going to try and do a better job of that. There are so many things I've learned from being in a relationship, and one thing major is I love spending my time with Brian, so much so that I put my interests aside. Obviously this isn't healthy, and yes typically Brian and I have a balance of doing things together and apart, but that usually is during the weeks and our weekends are 'our' time. I'm trying to figure out the balance, and I think I'll get there.
Cheers to the pursuit.